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And I stay in touch with my family and friends often via FaceTime and Zoom, and when this all began, I knew in the back of my mind that it would be a lot longer than May 1 before things got back to normal, so I was prepared for the long game. But I’m a pretty happy person and typically very positive.
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And sure, there are significant reasons for this, including being on lockdown for the last six weeks and not being able to leave the house or be as active and productive as I’d like. The reason I bring this up is because I’ve noticed lately that I am a lot more anxious and irritated at times, more so than usual, and I live alone so there’s no one around to make me crazy or vice versa. I’m a Las Vegas citizen and NO I don’t want to be a part of a “Control Group” that could potentially take the lives of millions of Americans if we re-open the city and casinos too soon. It happened during one of the most painful interviews I’ve ever seen with Anderson Cooper on CNN last week. I’ll also admit that I’ve been even more obsessed with Twitter since Las Vegas Mayor, Carolyn Goodman, volunteered 2.3 million Las Vegans as “Tribute” to be a “Control Group” in a real live version of The Coronavirus Hunger Games meets the Twilight Zone. And I confess, if I agree, I’ll tap the heart on my screen and occasionally even retweet. Twitter is the worst (or best) place for this. I have always tried to make it a point not to post political opinions of my own on these outlets, but I’m not going to lie, I’m addicted to reading everyone else’s opinions, especially when people are gaslighting or shaming each other and their true stupidity comes out. Don’t get me wrong, I love a good meme, challenge or political sh*# show on social media.